sol invictus

[jazzfish]

It's been a rougher and lonelier six months than I'd expected. I think if I'd known it was going to be this tough to meet people, or that the dark would hit me this hard... I would have come anyway, because for something I've wanted this much for this long I'd rather fail than not try.

And now it gets better. The dark, at least, has begun to lessen. Hibernating and simply surviving get easier. The only way out is through, and I know there is a way through, even if I can't see what it is yet.

... the one who is King says "It all seemed so simple, once,"
And the best knight in the world says "It is. We make it hard."
--John M. Ford, "Winter Solstice, Camelot Station"

Happy Sunreturn. Looks like this year it'll matter to me on more than just a metaphorical level.

Comments

[jude.livejournal.com]

And to you, my friend.
It'll be lonely in Herndon without a trip to the Silver Amphora.
*hugs*

[jazzfish]

Very. Between missing you and Steph Drinkard I am starting to seriously question my decision to not fly back at Xmastime. *tight hug*