sol invictus
Dec. 22nd, 2011 11:59 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
It's been a rougher and lonelier six months than I'd expected. I think if I'd known it was going to be this tough to meet people, or that the dark would hit me this hard... I would have come anyway, because for something I've wanted this much for this long I'd rather fail than not try.
And now it gets better. The dark, at least, has begun to lessen. Hibernating and simply surviving get easier. The only way out is through, and I know there is a way through, even if I can't see what it is yet.
And now it gets better. The dark, at least, has begun to lessen. Hibernating and simply surviving get easier. The only way out is through, and I know there is a way through, even if I can't see what it is yet.
... the one who is King says "It all seemed so simple, once,"Happy Sunreturn. Looks like this year it'll matter to me on more than just a metaphorical level.
And the best knight in the world says "It is. We make it hard."
--John M. Ford, "Winter Solstice, Camelot Station"
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Date: 2011-12-22 10:36 pm (UTC)Wishing you an awesome 2012!
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Date: 2011-12-23 01:48 am (UTC)The biggest change has been going from DC where I had an okay social network (if not as deep as I'd've liked) to here, where I know very few people. And oddly enough the pair of introverts are having trouble meeting more. :7
And, 2012 is the year of the Dragon, of course it's going to be awesome. :)
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Date: 2011-12-23 01:41 pm (UTC)It'll be lonely in Herndon without a trip to the Silver Amphora.
*hugs*
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Date: 2011-12-24 03:16 am (UTC)