Words are inadequate

For several years, I would have dreams involving familiar places that physically connected in impossible ways. Like, I'd be in my bedroom from That Apartment (and thank you for that designation), walk out the door, and be in the corridor just outside my bedroom from the 1990's. I'd notice something was wrong, piece together what happened and why it was wrong, and that process would jar me awake. Now, I've gone from just outside my former bedroom to complete darkness. This did not help.