scattered, like thundershowers

[jazzfish]

The 'don't wanna be here' blues are hitting pretty hard today. I have no desire to fight with the stupid broken software that I have less than a month to write about and that I can't even get to start. All I want to do is have some fun go home and write, and rearrange the furniture in my head to let some more light in. And possibly play Civ on the Device in between. (Because what the Device really needed was a way to convince me to waste hours at a stretch, instead of just minutes.)

But, life, as PNH says, affords few such opportunities. Of even greater amusement is comment #54, which has to be read to be believed.

I'm. . . pleasantly surprised by my desire to keep writing. Must be something to it after all. If this momentum can carry me through August I'll be pleased.

From uilos, a post on anger, and depression, and how brains work, and maybe even a Higher Power that I can believe in. I keep wanting to have more to say about it than "yes, this," but. . . Yes. This.

Yeah. Feeling rather scattered today.

Comments

[vvalkyri.livejournal.com]

I need to go reread that post at some point. Thanks for the pointer. I don't so much do the anger, but I do the spinning of wheels all the time.

[lizthefair.livejournal.com]

Another thank you for the anger post. Anger is not usually how I roll but working myself up into that uncontrolled emotion place--crying, frustration etc. feels very familiar.

[babushek.livejournal.com]

Waiiiit. You can play Civ on the Device? Dear God. That is the best reason yet for me *not* to get one -- I would disappear into the ether never to be heard from again.

To the post, I just say...Wow.