Complete waste of an afternoon/evening/night

[jazzfish]

I seem to have picked the wrong week to show up for the writers' workshop. No one there. Waited for an hour, then went home.

Tried to write, couldn't keep focus. Tried to talk, couldn't find words.

I'd say "and tomorrow will be better," but realistically? Tomorrow will be more of the same.

(I have a pretty good idea of what's going on, and it's got very little to do with the previous stresses and an awful lot to do with some childish fears and desires. It's real enough, in the sense that I'm feeling it; it's not actually real, in the sense that it's not based in reality.)

Update 7:50 AM Friday: holy cow this week gets better every goddamn day. Failed to keep to the running schedule, crapping out around 14'30" instead of the 20' needed to stay on track, and I'm developing a nice purplish-red blister on my left foot.

Okay, so, Monday I freaked out a bit less than usual, and Tuesday there was good gaming, and Thursday I got to see a little of a big fat red sunset on my way home from the nonexistent writers' group, and today I ran further than I have before without stopping, and I'm sure there was something positive about Wednesday. Shit.

I mean, seriously. Even a do-over won't help, everything will still be waiting to drop at its appointed time. Nuke the week from orbit, it's the only way to be sure.

Comments

[selki.livejournal.com]

Oh, sucks. *sympathy*

[thanate.livejournal.com]

Oh dear. :(

Have ulios take you out for some ice cream tonight, maybe? Or sit down and re-read your favorite book as a reset button.

I hear ya....

[merseine0613.livejournal.com]

I'm going to be doing "WFMAD" during the month of August. What's that, you ask? It's "Write Fifteen Minutes A Day." Every day. All of August.

If it helps to know that at least one other person bangs her head against the keyboard when staring at the blank screen, then here I am. :)

[vvalkyri.livejournal.com]

;hugs; (for want of anything more useful to say)

[fishy1.livejournal.com]

My week wasn't quite like this; i was just quite unreasonably angry at half of everything.

on my plus side: i don't have Lyme.

*hugs*

[lilac-breeze.livejournal.com]

Oh jeez. You poor thing. :/

It's got to be better next week. *hug*

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