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In memoriam. Walked in to say hello to the presumably-sleepy beastie this afternoon before going to [livejournal.com profile] rislyn's for gaming, and she was nestled in the bottom of the cage, perfectly still.

She had a rough life to start with. I like to think I made things a little better for her: room to run and dig, a home that was mostly free from curious cats, food and water and perhaps not enough attention. I could tell she'd started to get used to me because she'd no longer bolt immediately when I opened the cage, she'd wait until my hand was fairly close.

She was adorable when she nibbled open sunflower seeds, or when she'd sit and groom herself. She seemed to like climbing on hands when we let her run around the box while her cage was being cleaned, and she'd occasionally talk to us ('tk-tk-tk-tk'). She was hard to photograph, unfortunately, mostly i've got fuzzy pictures of the already-fuzzy beastie.

I miss her.

The room is still warm
As its windows fill with snow
The wheel is at rest.

--John M. Ford

Date: 2009-08-16 06:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] darkfyre-muse.livejournal.com
hugs to you, be well, or at least better

Date: 2009-08-16 01:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] platypusgirl.livejournal.com
it is hard to lose a pet.
*hugs*

Date: 2009-08-16 03:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] selki.livejournal.com
Oh, I'm sorry.

Date: 2009-08-16 04:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thanate.livejournal.com
That is sad. :(

Date: 2009-08-16 05:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vt-andros.livejournal.com
My sympathies.

Date: 2009-08-16 06:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] elvenyukiryu.livejournal.com
*hugness!* let me know if there is anything I can do. : /

Date: 2009-08-16 07:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tamnonlinear.livejournal.com
I am sorry she's gone. I am glad she had a good life with you.

Date: 2009-08-16 10:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] isolde-deely.livejournal.com
hugs - you made her life better.

****hugs*****

Date: 2009-08-16 11:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] idoru.livejournal.com
I am pretty sure this isn't exactly what I mean to say, but I think bits of it are in there.

.:hug

Date: 2009-08-17 06:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] idoru.livejournal.com
He and Neruda are two of my favorites; they don't always express a wide range, but what they do, they do exquisitely.

Date: 2009-08-17 12:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lilac-breeze.livejournal.com
I'm so sorry for your loss... I know how it feels.

You gave the little one a wonderful home, and I know she had a happy life. *hugs*

Date: 2009-08-17 10:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lilac-breeze.livejournal.com
I agree completely. They have so much energy, so much life for such tiny creatures... but it doesn't last nearly long enough.

I'm certain that she was happy.

Date: 2009-08-17 12:11 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] meghatronn.livejournal.com
She left this world knowing kindness and a shade less fear, thanks to you.

I like your quote--it's very apt. Perhaps Journey knows something of this experience as well, as they say that "the wheel in the sky keeps on turnin'."

Date: 2009-08-17 01:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] heptadecagram.livejournal.com

A year and a half is a good life for a hamster. I wish I had met her.

Date: 2009-08-17 03:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] silmaril.livejournal.com
I'm sorry. Wishing him lots of shredding paper and sunflower seeds where he is now.

Date: 2009-08-17 05:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] playing-tragic.livejournal.com
It is amazing how our non-human companions can slip past our best defenses and navigate our hearts like they own the place. I will miss reading about the wee-beastie.

Date: 2009-08-18 12:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tnh.livejournal.com
So very sorry.

You gave her the happiest life she could have, appreciated her ways, and were there for her. That's as much as it is given us to do.

Date: 2009-08-19 12:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tnh.livejournal.com
You're welcome. Jim did the same for me after a forty-year hamster gap.

Life is better with hamsters.

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