jazzfish: Barnaby from "Bone," text "Stupid, stupid rat meme!" (Rat Meme)
What are you reading?

I've made it about two-thirds through Alice Miller's The Drama of the Gifted Child. I am doing a lot of nodding and saying "yes, exactly" as I read this, which suggests it's good and relevant. Then a lot of what's there falls out of my head five minutes later, which suggests even more strongly that it's good and relevant, in ways that my brain is refusing to think about because they're scary/painful. I think I may need to reread this fairly soon after finishing it.

What did you recently finish reading?

Hardwired, by Walter Jon Williams. Mid-eighties cyberpunk, indebted in equal parts to Neuromancer and Zelazny's Damnation Alley. Fantastic if you're into that sort of thing. (I am.) Also, JMF's Web of Angels, a pre-Neuromancer cyberpunk novel. I think Hardwired may be the better book; it has certainly aged better, in both tech and storytelling. Web is not without its charms, though.

What do you think you’ll read next?

The books I have with me are Tristan Taormino's Opening Up and WJW's Voice of the Whirlwind (100-years-later sequel to Hardwired), so most likely one or both of those.
jazzfish: an open bottle of ether, and George conked out (Ether George)
Friday night I put a large number of things in a slightly less large number of boxes. Satyrday, tripped down to Bellingham with [personal profile] uilos and [livejournal.com profile] culfinriel. Spent around $80 on the USPS because even with the car rental it's cheaper than shipping through Canada Post. Faster and less US Customs-intensive, too.

Bellingham has a new "game store." Disappointingly, it's actually a Warhammer / Warmachine store with a bunch of Magic cards and two shelves of boardgames. So that took about five minutes to peruse. On the other hand, Mallard's is currently serving frankincense ice cream (ETA: recipe courtesy [personal profile] thanate), which may be the best ice cream I've ever had. (The pomegranate sorbet from Moorenko's is disqualified on the shaky grounds that it's a sorbet, not an ice cream.) And the dueling used bookstores remain fine places to find any number of things. One, for instance, has volumes two through four of Daniel Abraham's Long Price Quartet, which I've heard a couple of people say nice things about and which I have resisted picking up because, hello, volumes two through four are of little use to me. I did pick up a(nother) giftable copy of JMF's Growing Up Weightless, because it's one of those books (along with The Dragon Waiting, and The Last Hot Time, and Heat of Fusion if I ever saw that in the wild) that I buy on spec because surely I know someone who needs it, and because I adore the cover. (Of which there is not a satisfactory image online, because much of what I adore is only visible in the wraparound.)



Since then I have been fairly brain-dead. Not sleeping well has been part of it; not sure about the rest, if there even is anything that's "rest." I did have a lovely evening last night with a handful of people I'd mostly never met before, at a small local poly meet... thing. The jury is still out but it may be the type of thing I'm looking for.

Also, as of season 4, Battlestar Galactica has gone so far off the rails that it can no longer see the rails from where it is, and in fact retains only a dim memory that once there were rails for it to go off of. Or, to quote Douglas Adams, "I think this is getting needlessly messianic."

... and we just had five minutes of snow hail downtown. All melted now of course, but still nice to see.
jazzfish: a black-haired man with a big sword. blood stains the snow behind (Eddard Stark)
It's been a rougher and lonelier six months than I'd expected. I think if I'd known it was going to be this tough to meet people, or that the dark would hit me this hard... I would have come anyway, because for something I've wanted this much for this long I'd rather fail than not try.

And now it gets better. The dark, at least, has begun to lessen. Hibernating and simply surviving get easier. The only way out is through, and I know there is a way through, even if I can't see what it is yet.
... the one who is King says "It all seemed so simple, once,"
And the best knight in the world says "It is. We make it hard."
--John M. Ford, "Winter Solstice, Camelot Station"
Happy Sunreturn. Looks like this year it'll matter to me on more than just a metaphorical level.
jazzfish: an open bottle of ether, and George conked out (Ether George)
Charity auction of several John M. Ford books, including the alternate-Borderlands novel The Last Hot Time and both of his fantastic story+poetry collections. (Noted here primarily for [personal profile] rbandrews, because it includes From The End Of The Twentieth Century, which includes "To The Tsiolkovsky Station," JMF's essay on the train system in Growing Up Weightless.)

After All, We're All Somebody's Father: "Even understanding this vast conspiracy as well as I do, however, I still found myself astounded by the many types of Father's Day cards on offer."

Dear Photograph: the About reads "Take a picture of a picture of the past in the present." Neat.

Great Expectations, by Dickens Charles: of interest to anyone who's ever read the footnoted edition of any translated literature.

An interview with Norton Juster (author of The Phantom Tollbooth), and another. "One day I made up these three demons for [illustrator Jules Feiffer], one short and fat, one tall and thin, and the third who looked exactly like the other two, and of course you can’t draw it. It’s impossible. The way he got his revenge, there’s a picture of the Whether Man, which is me."

Buried in this piece on Aardman Studios (the Wallace & Gromit studio) is mention that their next movie will be The Pirates! In An Adventure With Scientists. "Remember my motto: 'I like ham!'" "It's a very good motto, sir."

*pant* Okay, that should be enough for now.
jazzfish: Exit, pursued by a bear (The Winter's Tale III iii)
A tale of three theatregoers: "The short version: the story [of Spider-man: Turn Off The Dark] made little sense, the music itself was often very pretty but not Broadway-ish, the lyrics were terrible, the aesthetics were spectacular but incoherent, and second act can be summed up as JULIE TAYMOR'S ID SAYS HELLO."

The As Seen On TV Hat "would fit perfectly into a dystopian future where humanity is addicted to television, oblivious to the world around them."

Know Your History: Dr. Teeth and the Electric Mayhem.

[personal profile] rydra_wong says what I've been telling everyone about The Dragon Waiting by John M. Ford: READ THIS BOOK. No spoilers, unless you count the revelation that the book contains no actual dragons.

On Labor: "For reasons beyond me, childbirth-- in the popular American mind-- is swaddled in gossamer, gift-wrap, and icing. Beneath the pastel Hallmark cards and baby showers, behind the flowers, lies a truth encoded, still, in our wording, but given only minimal respect-- the charge of shepherding life is labor... potentially lethal work."

A '70s era Dutch anti-drugs poster.

Why Minnesota Mothers Are Doing Pretty Good: "If a Minnesota child gets a B, well, good for them! Room for improvement." The comments are not too bad, either. (Some amount of great-grandfather Carl Oscar Bergholm's Scandasotan nature seems to have been passed down through the family. I laugh at these because my only other choice is to break down in frustration.)

Friendship Guidelines, via [livejournal.com profile] salzara_tirwen. Will have to bear these in mind as I build new social circles.
jazzfish: A cartoon guy with his hands in the air saying "Woot." (Woot.)
As previously mentioned, [personal profile] rbandrews and [livejournal.com profile] diadelphous came out from Texas for the weekend. On Friday they braved the flurrying snow and went into the District to wander through the Smithsonian, accompanied by [personal profile] uilos. I joined them all for dinner at Afterwords and we browsed the bookstore and got cupcakes from Hello Cupcake. (While waiting for them I had time to read It's A Book, which was very cute and also had a monkey.)

HC was out of the day's gluten-free cupcakes, which was a disappointment since half the point of going to Dupont was to pick some up so we'd have them the next day. Oh well. The cupcakes they had were delicious and totally worth the trip.

But why, you may ask, did we need gluten-free cupcakes? )

Sunday we got up and saw our Texan visitors off, and stopped by my parents' place for my father's birthday lunch. Then we came home and collapsed for several hours.



People keep asking me if I feel any different. The only answer I've been able to come up with is "Now I have less cake."
jazzfish: an open bottle of ether, and George conked out (Ether George)
So this evening I was going to go do something New and Interesting and possibly Fun and Exciting. It would have involved attempting to be sociable around people I've never met, but I was willing to give that a try.

Then I just sort of collapsed a little before four. Hazard of running on a) 5-6 hours' sleep a night and b) the last dregs of my emotional reserves, for most of the last two weeks, I guess. I was sort of mobile by sixish but still kind of shaky, and that didn't really get any better after dinner.

I have a well-documented hatred of driving into DC, and tend to enjoy wandering around cities, so my original plan for the evening was going to involve metro and a mile walk. By this point it was really too late to metro. So I was looking at the hassle of finding parking in DC where I wouldn't get ticketed or towed, on top of the stress of being a stranger and being in a New Situation... and I stayed home.

I deeply resent my body and brain choosing now to run completely out of cope. One more day is all I asked for.

Oh well.



Earlier this week I found, on eBay, a reasonably priced Easton Press edition of Growing Up Weightless. Easton puts out very nice leatherbound SF classics and first editions. At least, I'd always assumed they were very nice. Maybe I've been spoiled by Subterranean's The Club Dumas but Weightless came today and it's... just kind of nice. Good solid cover, gilt-edged pages, decent paper, but nothing terribly special. This kind of kills any desire I may have had to shell out the money for the Easton edition of Lonesome October.

(Also, and interestingly, they didn't set their own type: they used the same plates as the Bantam trade paperback, the first non-limited edition. I wouldn't have even noticed but it's got a very distinctive font.)
jazzfish: Owly, reading (Owly)
From [livejournal.com profile] pameladean: "My partner Raphael has a Dreamwidth account." Raphael's profile notes that zie "wrote a book once, but that was in another century, and besides, it's out of print." It's one of my very favorite books, so I'm quite pleased to see zir writing more, even if it's "just" blog posts. (RSS feed: [livejournal.com profile] centuryplant_dw)

From Tor editor Beth Meacham: "Mike Ford's unfinished novel ASPECTS is awaiting the completion of some supplementary material before being scheduled for publication." I'm pretty much thrilled by this. (If you haven't read The Dragon Waiting, or Heat of Fusion, or, heck, the Occasional Works, you are Missing Out. In the best possible way, because now you get to read all those things for the first time.)

Currently rereading the Hitchhiker's "trilogy" for what may be the first time since the publication of Mostly Harmless. (I've listened to the radio shows countless times since then, and seen the movie, and I think I may have even seen the BBC series as well.) They hold up well. I'm looking forward to rereading Mostly Harmless; at the time I thought it was subpar and depressing with some occasional good bits, so I only read it the once. It'll be like having a whole new Douglas Adams book.
jazzfish: a black-haired man with a big sword. blood stains the snow behind (Eddard Stark)
In memoriam. Walked in to say hello to the presumably-sleepy beastie this afternoon before going to [livejournal.com profile] rislyn's for gaming, and she was nestled in the bottom of the cage, perfectly still.

She had a rough life to start with. I like to think I made things a little better for her: room to run and dig, a home that was mostly free from curious cats, food and water and perhaps not enough attention. I could tell she'd started to get used to me because she'd no longer bolt immediately when I opened the cage, she'd wait until my hand was fairly close.

She was adorable when she nibbled open sunflower seeds, or when she'd sit and groom herself. She seemed to like climbing on hands when we let her run around the box while her cage was being cleaned, and she'd occasionally talk to us ('tk-tk-tk-tk'). She was hard to photograph, unfortunately, mostly i've got fuzzy pictures of the already-fuzzy beastie.

I miss her.

The room is still warm
As its windows fill with snow
The wheel is at rest.

--John M. Ford
jazzfish: artist painting a bird, looking at an egg for reference (Clairvoyance)
  • Google's header for today.
  • "CNN is running a live feed from the Senate floor. Apparently, a convicted felon has seized control of a microphone and is giving a lengthy speech." --Michael D., at Balloon Juice
  • This userpic from [livejournal.com profile] smckeown:
    Every time you ask when the next book will be done, GRRM kills a Stark
jazzfish: Jazz Fish: beret, sunglasses, saxophone (Jazz Fish)
LOLGrues: delightful. Zarf is amazing and weird, as he often is.

Etch-A-Sketch for Windows(tm): "Rumors that Mr. Gates has poor color sense are slander, unless you expressed them in a message to Microsoft Customer Service, in which case they are libel."

New British coins, which are awesome. Also, the 50p and 20p are heptagons, which are even more awesome. (Yes, I know, they have been for ages.)

Thursday focus group: Consensus Items and Action Suggestions.
jazzfish: an evil-looking man in a purple hood (Lord Fomax)
WHEREAS, the Feast of St. Valentine has repeatedly proven offensive or inconvenient to the majority of the American People;

WHEREAS, the Feast of St. Valentine has been demonstrably debased by unseemly commercialism and rapacious greed;

WHEREAS, all attempts to celebrate the Feast of St. Valentine in the common way debase the true arts of love;

WHEREAS, the above factors in combination have continued to cause strife,discomfort and misery in the Greater Portion of the American People;

WHEREAS, the activities surrounding the Feast of St. Valentine debase and shame the American People;

AND WHEREAS, a more appropriate and honorable claim to that day exists;

NOW, THEREFORE, we decree that the celebration of the Feast of St. Valentine be hereby ABOLISHED;

AND WE FURTHER ORDER that the Fourteenth Day of February each year be rededicated to the celebration of the birth of Joshua Norton I, Emperor of the United States and Protector of Mexico, who, by the grace of God, ruled his people wisely and well for more than twenty years.

(originally by [livejournal.com profile] kfringe; if you re-post, please link back to this post.)



Tomorrow is St. Valentine’s Day,
And Alphonse has a score:
Let in the guys, that after play
Never departed more.


--John M. Ford
jazzfish: an open bottle of ether, and George conked out (Ether George)
Fragments, images. No sustained travelogue this time. Just bits and pieces of the trip. Tuesday at the Pike Place Market with piroshky and sunlight, and fishes [livejournal.com profile] nixve-cooked and eaten on Thursday. Wednesday's mad dash from person to bookstore to person. Thursday's failed expeditions. (No wind for kites, no access to NOAA for art, and no service available at the little pastry shop. On the other hand, the unexpected blackberries were only slightly past their season, and there were an awful lot of them.) A new-to-me John M. Ford (Joel Rosenberg: "An expanded version of Fugue State? You're clearing up some of the ambiguities, then?" JMF: "No; adding new ones." Having just finished it I'm almost tempted to go in search of the shorter version, but it wouldn't help; the story's ambiguous by its very nature), a Delany I've been seeking for ages, and a handful of miscellanea. Pomegranate tea, though this doesn't necessarily mean I'm skipping RenFaire this year, I'll still need to try it and see if it's any good.

And now I am home, and tired, and I don't particularly want to go to work tomorrow and stare at the skeleton of a book that I have two weeks to flesh into a semicoherent whole. So it goes.
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Draco concordans, of interest to [livejournal.com profile] scathach and perhaps one day to [livejournal.com profile] elf *poke*, and probably to anyone else who's come by a copy of The Dragon Waiting. (And if you haven't it's readily available on Amazon.) Zarf is a mad and ambitious man for tackling this project. I would dearly love to see it set in print a la The Annotated Alice. I like the medallion design (upper right), too.

Through the Looking Glass: an interview with William Gibson. "People are still asking me about the death of the book, and yet here I am and every day I go out to the biggest bookstores that have ever existed and are doing the most business daily of any bookstores in history."



Highlights from the past week or so:
  • People over for gaming on Monday afternoon/evening, split about evenly between ABG and LJ folk. Pretty consistently had two games going at any given time, which is approaching the 'comfortable' limit for my apartment. Gaming with non-gamers is, as [livejournal.com profile] uilos observed, qualitatively different from gaming with people who do this several times a month; it's partly a focus on the game, and partly being used to absorbing game concepts quickly. (Curiously, [livejournal.com profile] jonny_law falls into the "gamer" category.) Insert lament for Spiel here. I think everyone had a good time; I certainly did.
  • Stealing time on Wednesday for lunch with [livejournal.com profile] tulip_tree, as she breezed through from Toronto to Dulles to Charlottesville. Reconnecting with old friends makes me happy.
  • GMing on Thursday, for the first time since the dissolution of the Tuesday Night Music Club in late 2003. I ran Jared Sorensen's Lacuna for the small-press RPG night folk at the Compleat Strategist, and overall it went well. Details to follow, probably later today.
  • The neverending service pack release at work (featuring not one but two entirely new products) is lumbering towards RC.
jazzfish: Barnaby from "Bone," text "Stupid, stupid rat meme!" (Rat Meme)
Here endeth Mike Ford: Occasional Works, and the glory of the world is less than it once was. "In This Hour," on dealing with stress (posted in the wake of Katrina) is particularly recommended. "A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance. To live in one of those times need not mean turning one’s back on the other."

Thanks to everyone for useful PS2 game suggestions. Based on sheer cheapness I'm probably going to keep my eyes open for Metal Gear Solid 3, Ratchet and Clank (and Jak and Daxter), Katamari of course, and Ico/Shadow of the Colossus. Dark Cloud, Disgaea, and God of War are also likely candidates.

Still working my way through questions. This batch is from merseine0613, plumbob78, and elvenyukiryu. )
jazzfish: Owly, reading (Owly)
Friday night [livejournal.com profile] uilos and I got all dressed up and went out to Da Domenico for a /very/ tasty dinner, involving crab-with-a-C for her and gnocchi in a delicious four-cheese sauce for me. It's no Zeppolis (I suspect that the gnocchi and the fettucine alfredo are the only cream sauces they have) but it'll do.

Satyrday I pushed furniture around and then people came over and read things, and it was Good. You all /rock/. (Plus you showed sufficient admiration of my bookcases and contents therein.) I will definitely be doing this again at some point, perhaps towards the end of the summer.

(Anyone interested in additional pieces by Mr Ford should consult Jim Macdonald's carefully compiled list of Occasional Works in eight parts. Warning: may induce uncontrolled hysterical laughter.)

A set list )
jazzfish: Owly, reading (Owly)
John M. Ford on Genre Fic As Literature: "I’ve had three decades of being told that forms I work in can’t possibly do anything that isn’t cliched and juvenile by their nature, and it got old three decades less five minutes ago. Judging an art by its bad examples isn’t criticism; it’s tossing a grenade into the barrel and then complaining that the fish are dead." Relevant to a conversation I was too out of it to have coherently at [livejournal.com profile] elf's weekend before last, but which [livejournal.com profile] uilos picked up and ran with fairly respectably.

Whenever I get into this discussion I end up referring people to Samuel R. Delany, Ursula K. Le Guin, and Gene Wolfe. Who do /you/ send people to for 'literary SF?'

Utterly unrelated except by genre, John Scalzi (mostly famous for taping bacon to his cat [context, more or less], although he's also written some decent SF) will be reading, chatting, and signing at Olsson's in DC on the 8th of May, at 7 PM. I am informed that there is a really really excellent sushi place in Dupont Circle that I should try. Conveniently, Olsson's is two blocks south of Dupont Circle. Fate has spoken, and it has said "Fish!"
jazzfish: Jazz Fish: beret, sunglasses, saxophone (Default)
"Everything is connected. That's why it shorts out so often." --JMF

My utter slackness and need for a Morning of Rest prevented me from catching up with Scott M-- and/or Jeff F-- on Friday morning. Instead I alternated between playing _Fire Emblem_ and writing bits and pieces of my rant about plot in video games.

(The abbreviated version of said rant is that plot ought not come at the expense of gameplay, and that wandering around town clicking a button to move through a conversation tree is not gameplay. There are games whose plot I adored: Thief: the Dark Project and Prince of Persia: Sands of Time, to name just two. These games also had compelling gameplay to back up their plot.) (Darkened Skye didn't have plot, really, nor did it have gameplay that was all that compelling. What it had was a great sense of humor. I will forgive much for dialog such as "Go ask Gannish. She's the obligatory wise old knows-everything character.")

Friday afternoon there were games and people at [livejournal.com profile] elf's, including half a game of Caylus. Perhaps next time she'll get to play it to completion. Then I drove out to Rockville (which is not Gaithersburg and I don't know why I keep calling it Gaithersburg) to be sat on by Kai and Chaos for a bit. Then home.

Satyrday morning I got on a plane. Details of my adventures in oddly snow-bound Seattle are forthcoming. I got in Monday evening and had a lengthy Conversation. Not precisely how I'd wanted to spend the day but still better than some I've had.

Anybody got any recommendations for a program to get MP3s off an iPod such that their file names will reflect the actual song and/or artist?

grief

Nov. 8th, 2006 02:59 pm
jazzfish: Pig from "Pearls Before Swine" standing next to a Ball O'Splendid Isolation (Ball O'Splendid Isolation)
More for my benefit than yours; I expect by now you're all sick of hearing me go on about John M. Ford. )
jazzfish: a whole bunch of the aliens from Toy Story (Aliens)
Pan's Labyrinth: "What happens when make believe believes it's real?" Based on the trailer and on Mr Neil's reaction, Mr the Bull appears to have made a successful fairy-tale movie for grown-ups.

Zen Noir: "Where were you at the time of the murder?" "What exactly do you mean by . . . time?" In Seattle this week, and in Minneapolis next. Thus, I know two people (at least) that ought to see it, since I can't.

The most technically amazing sonnet ever written, Mike Ford's Janus Sonnet (scroll down). This wouldn't be much of an achievement except that it's also stunningly beautiful. "We find / For faith and miracles, sufficient time."



In reverse order: Internet, fun, Changeling (Welcome to Glen Echo's smart really dumb faeries on ice!), lunch with parents, games, french fries while walking, Prestige again, more hugs, unpleasant but probably necessary conversation, hugs, and thus the weekend unwinds.

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